I'm kinda busy with reading lately and with the CMCO  in my area makes me like want to isolate myself from the world, but because of my beloved readers i decided to update my blog today.

If you can remember about my entry in the beginning of october, which is my october goals.You can read that HERE. Actually today i want to update about progress that i made regarding goals no 4 which is coloring. I found that coloring makes me more calm and more focus but me just being me, i have short focus span so i can't spend hours for coloring but if you give me a book then i can read like hours.😹 Don't ask me, i don't know why. Okayy enough with the yada yada let's see the progress 

So yeah I still don't know what color those roses will be..but i start with red..coz red seems fit in there. Then i suddenly become emotional I want black as a symbol of frustrations, symbol of destruction. I mix red with black and it supposed to be ombré color but i guess it did not turn out well. Oh i'm useless in coloring.lol😅

This morning i continue to color it. I dont know why i pickup purple. Is there purple roses in the real life? Damn what's wrong with me 😑 😂 I better stop colouring for today, i afraid i will come out with some ridiculous color if i keep continue it hahaha..Yeah fellas see you next post.

-xoxo-

Hello peeps! I will try to post about recipe once a week so that we have something to experiment during weekend 😛I called it Satur-cook-Day!! yeahhh Untuk minggu ini, Ad kongsikan satu resepi yang mudah, senang dan yang paling penting healthy food iaitu "Tauhu sumbat" 

SEJARAH

Tauhu di dalam bahasa Hokkien bermaksud doufu. Membawa maksud "kacang soya yang ditapaikan" Penemuan di China sekitar Dinasti Han lebih kurang 2,200 tahun yang lalu.Ditemukan oleh Liu An, bangsawan dan juga cucu kepada Maharaja Liu Bang (pengasas Dinasti Han) -Credit to wikipedia-

Resepi Tauhu sumbat

 

 

Bahan-bahannya:

1. Tauhu yang dibelah 2 ( bukan belah tengah tau tapi make sure bentuk segitiga yea)😅

Title: Peanuts

Author: Ayun Halliday

Illustrator: Paul Hoppe

Format: Paperback

Page:216 pages

Publisher: Schwartz & Wade

ISBN: 9780375865909

"Before you write me off as a delusional psycho, think about what it's like to be thrown into a situation where everyone knows everyone.....and no one knows you. "

Sadie has the perfect plan to snag some friends when she transfers to Plainfield High and pretend to have peanut allergy. But what happens when you have to hand in student health form that your mom was supposed to fill out and what if your new friends want to come over and your mom serves them snacks? And then there's the bake sale, when your teacher thinks you ate a brownie with peanuts. Graphic coming-of-age novels have huge cross-over potential and Peanut is sure to appeal to adults and teens alike.

From my point of view, the main character from this graphic novel could represents someone in real life. Sometimes we feels insecure, we need a fresh start, we want to live in others life because what we have seen is only the pretty part that others shown not the entire life. Always have to remember that we only see what we want to see. Sometimes we do it before think the consequences that might comes to us. 

Same as the main character of this book which is Sadie. She fakes her life at new school with medical issues, a peanut allergy that she claims is so severe that even a tiny morsel could literally kill her. She even buy medical bracelet and ties to buy EpiPen online. All because she want people to pay attention to her. This is the part that I don't understand her. I mean why she need attention? why she don't have any friend? This whole story  not clear to me. That's the big question mark to me. Why she want to fake her life when she could totally be herself at the new school. 

The beginning of the story didn't tell why she need to transfer to the new school, and there is a scene when her mom offering her peanut sandwich and she ate that without hesitate and nothing happens to her (by that time I didn't know she only fake the allergy) I was like "wow, something wrong somewhere")I try to understand the main character, but the more I try to understand her, the more frustrated I become. This book have a lot of loop. Why her bestfriend from her old school suddenly being forgotten as soon as possible? why she want to change her life so bad? Why the author never mention about Sadie's father? a lot of stuff that are brought into the story but never be explained for.

This book was so disappointing on many levels, therefore only ⭐⭐over⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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